"...Have faith in your dreams and someday,

your rainbow will come smiling through.

No matter how your heart is grieving,

if you keep on believing,

the dream that you wish will come true..."

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Mother's day

Ah, Mother's day. What a different experience from last year's Mother's day, when I wanted the entire day to just disappear off the calendar. But I'm still a little ambivalent and I don't know why. I'm so happy Kaedence is here, alive and healthy, and I get to experience this Mother's day as a mother to a living child, but I just can't seem to get "in the spirit". Perhaps this is the "rainbow mom's" experience. Happiness, with a bit of bitterness...